now i m still in the computor lab in schoool,facing the com.All around me are sounds of ppl typing,beautiful music,and the bored me.although nothing in particular to blog,but i think i can say about my surroundings.It was like that since drama has changed our place to com lab.haiz..

Now in drama
again only one word-sianz~
imgine almost everyday come for SEVEN hours and do almost the same thing
is not that i hate comin for cca
is jus that i am too tired of the all the practices
i can get tired u know
but yet i can learn a lot of things here
although i can slack(thats why i can have time to blog now)
but i rather to have more trainings and i can learn more
i just hate the feeling of being bored
i want to do my holiday assignments
i want to study
i want to improve
i want to become a more outstanding person'
but all the wants i have now seemed to be a real challenge
no mood
no time
no drive
no determination
just having the urge to watch tv everyday
be in front of the computer for ten hours
listen to songs for the whole day
jus like now in drama
using the com for so long
yesterday i played sudoku for dunno how many times
nowi am feeling that i am a sloth
not using my brain as often
becomin more and more lazy
haiz.....
although my parents never nagged at me to study
but i wanted to
but just no drive
can't get myself going
maybe i can never improve like that?
should be contented that i never deprove
getting first would never ever be me
maybe i should to resign to fate
but after sayin so much
is only i myself to blame

went to drama today
10am to 5pm-sianz~
cause now i in production so we would be in charge of editing the videos
huever his name is said that we need to edit 25 videos in 2 weeks
IS A LOT
we like edit a 10 sec video already took us like an hour
and those videos are at least 30 secs(if i nvr rmb wrongly)
so we die lah!
how i wish i can PON cca
but at least i can pon 4 sessions and i would be having a whale of time at beijing.Haha
too bad monday dont have session.But who cares
During break that time,i played cheat with jean,ching yee,dom and ltr joel oso joined in
play two games and i actually won both of games easily
suprised by my good luck
i like play 10 times cheat and i can only win 1 time
and today i won both.
Maybe thats why i got out of my sleepy state at the ltr part of the day
i knnow i am gloating
LoL
Looking forward to my trip to beijing
13th to 17th of Nov~
can skip 4 sessions of cca
yay!