Sianz...Holidays have started and now i am lazing around.Those teachers gave us homework to do but i just can't make myself to do them.Book reviews...they are such an headache.Newspaper articles?Not really an easier thing either.Zhou1 Ji4 maybe better cause it doesn't require reading.But the sight of those boring papers just puts me off.Dozing off...lying on the table..pushing the paper away...having a strong urge to throw them to my dustbin,haha.I wonder if i carried on this way,would i be able to do well next year?I lost my will to study yet i dare to aim for the top ten at SA1.My results this yeaar really sucked like hell.Thats why i promised myself to strive next year.But in order to do well,i must start preparing now.But i haven't even started doing my homework lahs.I am getting pissed off by myself you know.Once at a point of time,i shouted to myself that i wanted to beat those who once beaten me.I wanted to do better.Although my parents did not reprimand me for my digraceful results,but i wanted more.Maybe i was being too competitive.Then all in my mind now was not studies.It was music,scenes of my favourite korean dramas,and my fanatizes on my trip overseas next week.I somehow lost my focus on studies.


10 Personal goals for myself for 2007:

1)Forcus on my studies.
2)Must go out less often to study.
3)Talk less during lessons(especially when i am such a chatterbox=))
4)Listen to music less often
5)Be online less often
6)Watch less tv(less addictive korean drams i mean!)
7)Read more books instead of comics!
8)Pay 100% attention in class.
9)Stop fantazing on those handsome hunks i have seen on tv
10)Stop thinking about materialistic things